12th Grader ? What Will I do ?

Actually , i still confused if someone ask me about "What will you do on the12th grader, desy ?". But if I remember my fear and my hopes, I will know what will I do...

1. Study Hard .. , yeah of course. it will decide me to be everything that I want

2. Friendly... It will be needed because may be it will be the last year to have togetherness with my friends in 3rd Generation

3. Keep Try ! ... yeah.. I'm sure that when I am in the 12th grader, There are some examination, try out and I dont may to afraid with it because it will decrease my self believing.

4. Keep Pray ! .. score is nothing, try is nothing if there is no praying,.. because not only try but also pray ..

5. Keep Smile ! ... it means that I have to enjoy every event when I am in 12th grader. I dont may say that examination or score is the bad happening... because I still have an effort to change it ....

Smile means that I will run my life slowly and with teh cold head...

6. Stay Focus ! ... I have to remember about my decision , my aim , I dont may choose another way if I have choosen the good way that I've thought nicely with every plans in it. 

em... about Love Story ??

hee... I dont know., I think someone who loved or liked by me, he just will be my supporter, motivator to help me reach my decisions ,..

:)

maybe , That's all ...

hopefully.. my plans above can be ruunned nicely ., thank you :)

My Hope ...

My hope...

Wah! There was just counting down the days to the 12th grade. I still cannot believe that I would soon be a senior and went on to become the alumni ... seems fun because I will soon be studying at university I wanted. Namely UGM - Management. Therefore I have a lot of hope when I finished grade 12 later. And my hope is not just a mere expectation but proved fruitless effort and prayer.

Firstly, I wish I could give a glimmer of achievement for school. At least this achievement as a sign terimakasihku long as I go to school here. I hope not only in the field of non-academic achievements but also in academics. But I'm still confused with my ability. Maybe I should learn, learn and learn so that I know what I excel in the field. Because that is what will determine my future in college and the workplace levels later.

Second, each senior’s farewell event I always fill in the choir. Because since grade 1 I was so active in the choir L2L and I've never attended a few events. Well as a farewell event, the Foundation awards are like the rope always gives to students of alumni who won the highest UN and the best graduates. The best graduates selected from the Sampoerna Foundation. Oh God, I feel like also standing there to be known by my donor and can demonstrate to both parents and teachers to make them proud of me.

Third, I wish I could better enjoy the world of school. Because when it's Grade 3, I just focus on learning. Therefore I hope to achieve good grades and can optimize all the time and opportunities that exist. As for the L2L and activities that are less important or nothing to do with learning to kukurangi ...

Maybe just 3 of hundreds hope that I could write. I hope to fill it with effort, prayer and continue to do good...

I also hope to have a friend who is willing to teach me anything I did not know

My Fear ...

I’m sure that every student ever felt scary. And they have many fears in their life. Because school is not always make us happy or sad because of their problems. Actually, what are things which can make us scary? Perhaps some students will say “It depends on the context, the problems, the situation and condition” etc. in order to make it clear; I’m going to talk about the student’s fear to be Senior or grade 12. Some students may say “Horee… I will be a Super Senior”, but actually after they try to run it, they will meet with some obstacles. So, it’s the fear that I mean. Next, we know that human have brazen character. I scary if I become grade 12 later, I will get the new character. I think it is normal, if a student who had become a SUPER SENIOR will have a brazen character because he/she feels that “I’m over you”. And I’m sure if we have this character, we will difficult to reach a successful and get our goal. Then, the other fears are tired and boring. We know that if we become Super Senior, we will have a clear activity. It is studying. Because we have to focus just to 1 goal and must forget the other activities. So, I’m afraid that I will feel boring or tired because there is no relaxed time again. I also afraid I am not with my friends again. Because I had ever some issues that when the students get the next grade, they will have some new friends. So it will be not enjoy and not fun … because I lost my last friends L

It's Just A Letter But It's My Spirit To Wake Up

From: Me

To: Desy Nur Alifatur Rahmah

       Desy… How am I? I think my body is not so good. But I hope, I can finish all of my homework nicely. Well, in this letter I want to remind myself about the plan have made for future. Especially to be S_S. you know SS is “SUPER SENIOR”. Yeah, I think I know about that very much. I’m sure that Every Student has a wish to be a 12 grader. And I can’t lie that I also hope to be a 12 grader. I hope in grade 12 later I can learn to believe in myself. Because I feel that I was less speak out since I was in grade 10. So I will more explore my ability and join some academic competition. I also hope can more focus, because my important activity later is keep studying. So hopefully, I can do it totally. Besides that, to be grade 12 is uneasy I think. I will not just happy at that time, but I also have some obstacles to face. An example, every student will study because they also have 1 goal and focus just to 1 activity. So I will suggest that to be more than them, I have to give more effort in order to don’t behind in them. More spirit, happier and more enjoy running it. Because with enjoy and happy with all of I do, I will be more comfortable and can be satisfied when I know the result. So just enjoy, don’t make it as my charges. Well, I think it’s enough from me to Desy J. Keep spirit, don’t give up and GOOD LUCK … 

The quotation and the poem

1.    The true friend will always with us in everywhere and every time we need them.

2.    The true friends never want to make their friends worry with him

3.    The true friends will choose the important things of their friends than with their boy or girl friends.

4.    The true friends will make us happy and make me smile when we are sad.

5.    The true friend is receivable

6.    The true friend have their way to make their friend glad and  happy to see him/ her

7.    The true friends always know about every conditions and feelings before their friend said about his/her problems first.

8.    The true friend is forever…

When I am sad

When I am happy

When I am boring

When I can do nothing

When that time,

Friend is much needed

Friend is the treatment

Friend is the important things

Friend ? friend ??????

How can I get a friend?

I know that I have many friends.

But…

Where is the true friend ?

Can I meet them ?

My True Friend

It’s the movie from Thailand. It told me about the friendship gangster in the school. The actors are the teenager of students. In this movie, the actors were dominated by the boys. Because they were the gangster that called by “The Sperm”. 
The boys were very handsome, cool and love the freedom. 




So, every night they will go out to the café or for clubbing. There, they were drunk and fighting. They had known with their hobby to fight because they were so solid. Not only fighting the individual but also the other gangster. They didn’t like everyone who had bad attitude and disturb their friends. In this movie, it’s told that there was someone named Song who wants to join the gangster. Song is the good person with his good attitude. Song didn’t like to drink, smoke and play with the girls. But he loves girl in the right way. 
  

In this gangster, Song meets Gun. Gun was the person that very famous, handsome, rich and influence. He didn’t like everyone disturbs his friends. He also didn’t like make his friends worried with his problems. Because he was the first child in his family, but his parents didn’t care with him. But he can get everything that he wants. Gun had good attitude, because he has a clear reason before he was fighting.


 Gun like the Nem, but Nem didn’t like him because she thinks that Gun killed her brother, but actually no.

  

 One night, his friends disturbed by the other gangster, then gun knew it, although they have to fulfilled his promised to the girl that love him so much. Then when they fight, someone of the other gangster kills him by knife. But, his friends didn’t know that gun has killed by the knife. Because gun still walk and didn’t die directly, he tried to make his friends didn’t worry with him and make them believed that he were okay, although he have to survive. Then he still fulfilled his promise to the girl and when he arrived in front of the girl’s house, he can’t survive his hurt again, he just smile and fall to the road with the blood in his stomach. When he arrived in the hospital, his friend, his parents and the girl were waiting for their conditions, hopes that he can live. But, no. he died, and Song tried to reply his hurt feeling to the boy who kills Gun. And he also kills the boy with the knife and police catch him to bring him to the jail. THE END

MaLang ViLLage ... ^>^

Last Year, December 29^th 2012 I and my family are invited by a friend of my mother to go to Kawah Ijen, Bondowoso. It is a Crater in Bondowoso which people said that it is so beautiful in the peak of mountain. I want to go there so much. Besides curious, I also want to add my knowledge and experience about this crater.

          Actually our first destination is not to go to Kawah Ijen, but to the cousin of my mother’s friend to visiting. Because Kawah Ijen not so far from her house but still have to use a vehicle to get there. Maybe we just need around an hour. So I and my family have an aim to follow her family’s car to go to Kawah Ijen only.

          This morning, about 06.45 o’clock I and my family go to the house of mother’s friend by 2 motor cycles. I and my sister while my father and my mother. After got there, we left our motor cycles in her house then we use a car to go there. I think, we will use a car of my mother’s friend, but no. we use a public car. But it’s ok, because the car is clean and comfort, big too.

          After around an hour, we had arrived in the terminal. There, we changed our public car to go to Kawah Ijen Region. Not unexpectedly to through the road is so difficult because it filled by many big rocks. I also see some men who seemed to be repairing sewer located next to the road. They work together along the road. After spending about an hour to go to the village and my butt was sore because the road is full of rocks. Finally we had arrived at a village called original village poor. There is a township government. Because it looks every home has the same model and paint.

          In front of the people’s house, there are varieties of different plants depending on their plantation blocks. There is block that named by "bougenvil", "roses block" which filled with roses, as well as block "strawberry" filled with strawberry plants and many others. They are so beautiful. Then cousins of my mother’s friend ask us to enter his house. They are so friendly and happy for our coming. We also happy can received warmly. Then we take a rest in few a minutes. After that, we have afternoon prayer in the mini mosque which located in that complex. The air in there is so cold if distinguish with the air in my house. The water is cold too. it is like the water which freezing in the refrigerator. I think I did not want to touch it. First, I don’t want to take a bath. But If I don’t take a bath, so my body would smell. After afternoon prayer, we walk along the road in the village to look at the condition there. Then we also chat with people who meet us. I’m sure, in the Kampong Malang is like the beautiful flowers park, guys. The next day we planned to go to the Kawah ijen, but the weather turned out to be not supported, and the rain was so heavy we had to pay dearly enough to be able to go there. Finally we have to delay our first aim. We went home at around 10.00. But the gag was nothing really, although I did not get to go to the Kawah ijen, but I'm very glad to see the beauty of the village is no less than circuitry sights. Because there are also mountains and rice fields are still green and the beautiful waterfall. Pollution was only slight. Come on guys, you have to get there. You will not be disappointed J