D_D ... ( Desire Delayed )

If I were a Brave Girl ...

If I were a brave girl, of course I will have many friends when I was on elementary school and at junior high school. In the past, the people know me as a shy girl and very difficult to socialization with all of children. I don’t have a braveness to introduce myself. So I always wait for them to introduce their selves first with me. JMy parents always ask to me to don’t do it. When I meet my teachers and my friends in a place in the out of school, I was still doubt to greet them. Sometimes I hide behind my mother’s back or not see them. 

If I were a girl who next to my mom :)

If I were a girl who next to my mom and my mom can be a good listener for me, of course my relation with my mom is very well now. But my mom still cannot be a good listener for me. Because when I want to tell about my story, she always busy with her activity, she can’t respect me. She always avoids me to tell her about the boy. Although I know that she had ever felt became a teenager. And the teenage had usual to falling in love. So, someone who always hears me is my father. He is so loyal to hear my story. Although the heart and feeling of mom is stronger and my father is not so understand about the girl’s problem, but I know that she always try to understand me … thank you my father  and my mother also . :D

If I were a dancer ... ? :P

If I were a dancer, of course I will be a professional dancer now. But my parents always avoid me to join it. Because they said that it was avoided by our religion because of their force. I can do anything; I just can hear my parent and do everything that they said. Although sometimes I feel want to be the others who can dance perfectly. I just want to try and practice the culture of Indonesia. Because Indonesia has many cultures especially a traditional dance in each region. But, I think again, that I can love Indonesia not with the dance but with my achievement and as student, I will study hard to make Indonesia proud of me. J