IGSD - I Got Something Different :)


I am a strange girl. :D
            Why? Because I like to revering about some unreal things. Some people called it as “reverie”. I like to do it. But its entire are impossible to happen in the real world. Sometimes, I also talk unclear things when I walk and when I’m planning a thing to do. Example: when I have a problem with my friend, I usually talk by myself along the way to express my bad feel which I can’t express directly with my friend. Sometimes the people surround me are confused me when they look at me and say that I’m a strange girl and have a sick. Oh man! Because sometimes I don’t know that had I talked? But honestly, I am still normal girl. :P
I am a sensitive girl …
        If this one, maybe my friends had known that I am a sensitive girl. I am the type of people that have a heart which can’t touch although just a little hurt words. Although sometimes it is only kidding, but I always think that it is so serious, so it makes me sensitive. And only my friends who next to me understand me and they know how to make me calm. Maybe some people said that “I don’t want to have a sensitive friend! “. I also think like that, but however every people have some different types. So, BE YOUR SELF! And RESPECT to the others!

I am a twin of my mom…
        Maybe, some of you had felt it too. The people said that I am same with my mother. My father had ever false and confused to distinguish us from behind. When I was in junior high school, my friends have a same problem about that. The story is when they come to my house; they met with my parents, at the time I was not at home. And my mother was not wearing a veil. And they think that she is me. So they are only kissing my father’s hand, and not to my mother also. After that, until I had arrived in my house, my mother told me that my friends are impolite with her. Hahaha … it is my story. But actually, there are some stories that may be you can think it was impossible. And until now, the people are still said that my mother is my twin sister J

I am a different girl …
          I am different with the others. In my school, my friends know me with my characteristic. It is mascara (something with black color is like eyeliner which usually used under the eyes and the form is like pencil). Because in my school is only me who use it. And my friends always ask “why do you always use something like that under your eyes?” I don’t know why? Because when I was child, my parents always use it for me. And it is a tradition of my family that the children have to use mascara; in order to they are more handsome and more beautiful. Because of the era, the form of mascara be more variation. Begin with the stone form until the pencil form, now. And I don’t know why? If I don’t use it, my eyes feel so uncomfortable and difficult to look. Then my eyes will be red. Maybe some of you will think that it is impossible think. But, I felt it. Sometimes, I also put it under my friend’s eyes. Especially it is for boys. Because I had ever read on the Islamic book that mascara is sunnah for the boys. It means that if the boy uses it, so they will get a price from the god.


By : D_sy n.a rhm




D_D ... ( Desire Delayed )


If I were a Brave Girl ...

If I were a brave girl, of course I will have many friends when I was on elementary school and at junior high school. In the past, the people know me as a shy girl and very difficult to socialization with all of children. I don’t have a braveness to introduce myself. So I always wait for them to introduce their selves first with me. JMy parents always ask to me to don’t do it. When I meet my teachers and my friends in a place in the out of school, I was still doubt to greet them. Sometimes I hide behind my mother’s back or not see them. 

If I were a girl who next to my mom :)

If I were a girl who next to my mom and my mom can be a good listener for me, of course my relation with my mom is very well now. But my mom still cannot be a good listener for me. Because when I want to tell about my story, she always busy with her activity, she can’t respect me. She always avoids me to tell her about the boy. Although I know that she had ever felt became a teenager. And the teenage had usual to falling in love. So, someone who always hears me is my father. He is so loyal to hear my story. Although the heart and feeling of mom is stronger and my father is not so understand about the girl’s problem, but I know that she always try to understand me … thank you my father  and my mother also . :D

If I were a dancer ... ? :P


If I were a dancer, of course I will be a professional dancer now. But my parents always avoid me to join it. Because they said that it was avoided by our religion because of their force. I can do anything; I just can hear my parent and do everything that they said. Although sometimes I feel want to be the others who can dance perfectly. I just want to try and practice the culture of Indonesia. Because Indonesia has many cultures especially a traditional dance in each region. But, I think again, that I can love Indonesia not with the dance but with my achievement and as student, I will study hard to make Indonesia proud of me. J


Between LIFE and LEAVES, is it SAME ?


leaves sway with beautiful and serene
as enjoying the gentle breeze.
no matter the heat and rain.
but he stays in beautiful harmony the peaceful movement.

regardless of dry or arid.
he is still doing what he wants.
united with nature.
adapt to the surroundings.

differences is not a barrier.
still trying to equalize each other.
share together in his every move.
cooperating with each other to achieve the same goal.
 

then what about life?
walk with time and hustle
but can the sync as it leaves?
can it shared with each other?
can it appreciates the difference?

true, life is not an option
Life is not a barrier
Life is not the enemy
life is friendship and waiting